un. independent rachel olmstead ( bullet ) of amc's the killing, diverging from canon after 3.07. deux. this blog is for writing and entertainment purposes only.
material.
un. my writing will, at times, be trigger heavy. i'd advise you not to follow if you're sensitive to topics such as rape and assault, violence, etc. deux. some things will be tagged, others won't. if you need something tagged, contact me. i tag triggers with ' trigger / ' or ' trigger mention / '.
muse.
un. bullet is not an easy character to get along with. she's abrasive and confrontational, hot - headed, and has lived on the streets for upwards of two years. i won't water down her scrappy personality for anyone's benefit. deux. if her attitude becomes an issue during our thread, we can always plot something else out.
shipping.
un. the muse is canonically homosexual and presumably homoromantic, so there will be no f/m ships unless they're platonic. deux. given that bullet is fifteen ( and a victim of recent violent sexual assault, ) smut is unlikely.
following.
un. i'm very cautious with who i follow on this blog because i prefer to have a quiet dash. if you don't have any writing on your blog, i won't follow you back. deux.if you're writing with users who make me uncomfortable, i'll immediately and quietly unfollow, or refrain from following period. these users are blocked and blacklisted for a reason. i don't want them on my dash. trois. i won't follow purple prosers because i can't understand what's being written half the time.
verses.
un. multi - verse and crossover friendly. deux. current timeline takes place during her recovery after being beaten and left for dead in the trunk of a car. she sustained severe physical trauma, flatlining three times in the twenty-four hours that followed before slipping into comatose for nearly three months. details are still a work in progress.
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name. rachel olmstead. aka. bullet. age. fifteen going on sixteen. gender. cis female, she/her pronouns. date of birth. october twenty-eighth. residence. seattle, wa.
appearance. slightly malnourished, weight fluctuating due to living on the streets for nearly three years. stands at five feet, three inches ( on a good day. ) sports jet black hair with a streak of dark blue in the front, often looking greasy and dirty, with the sides and back shaved close. wears men's clothing. always looks on the brink of catching a cold.
( previous ) living conditions. squalor. she hung around skid row during the day, and squatted wherever she could at night, mostly in abandoned buildings or at beacon when beds were available. maintained at least a semblance of personal hygiene, but her stained smile told a different tale. clothes rarely saw the inside of a washing machine.
current timeline. parents are currently fighting against child protective services, but because of their negligence and abandonment ( knowingly allowing their child to leave home and live on the streets ), have been stripped of legal custody. after being discharged from the hospital, detective stephen holder was granted temporary guardianship of bullet until she's well enough to be put in the foster - care system.
bullet has every intention of getting the hell out of dodge as soon as possible to avoid this happening. accustomed to the lifestyle of living on the streets, she would sooner die than let an adult have authority over her. despite her extensive injuries, she can still be found roaming skid row, attempting to regain the trust her affiliation with the police shattered.
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he doesn’t think she’s weak. isn’t trying to victimize, either, but how it must sound from where she’s standing doesn’t escape him. ( how do you tell someone like bullet i don’t want you to get hurt without sounding like he thinks she might break at a moment’s notice, no matter how far that might be from the truth ? ) ‘ — do what you gotta do, bullet. just keep me in the loop. ‘n if you start gettin’ bad vibes, you know, like somethin’ ain’t right, let me follow up on it. s’all i ask. you’re doin’ good, alright ? real good. ’
lesson learned: cause and effect. one of life’s many philosophies that came to fruition after persuading angie to give her a name. that blood is on her hands. bullet won’t make the same mistake twice. she knows better than anyone the kind of trouble too much digging can get you into. knows all about that dark place, both metaphorical and literal. “ yeah. might as well hand me a badge so we can really get this case poppin’, huh ? ”
‘ with the exception of you, my second cousin, and anyone else fortunate enough to be born after 1987. ’
moving on.
tweaking is a concern if not a surprise, considering what kind of recreational substances the good people of seattle are dabbling in these days. ‘ right, and — about that. if you happen upon something called lucky u, i’d give it a wide berth. you know, from a medical standpoint. i am a medical professional. ’
“ you’re an ME, yo. medical professional makes you sound a hell of a lot more sophisticated though, don’t it ? like you’re rollin’ in dough, catchin’ them honeys. ”
but she’ll heed his warning. drugs aren’t her scene though the company she keeps might give the wrong impression and that’s something she’s working on remedying before it gets her in trouble.
she’s heard of lucky u. even knows pushers. never tried it herself and doesn’t plan to. fingers crossed she sticks to her guns this time and doesn’t let a little trauma wreck her mental stability. she’s been getting back on track, picking up where she left off and piecing herself together again.
it’s a work in progress.
“ does it look like i’m some kinda junkie ? y’ gotta gimme a li’l more credit, f’ real. ”
the turn of her anger is swift, lifting the amicable slouch of her posture and shaping it into something else, something accusatory. it takes a moment of held silence to reign in the grate of irritation in her voice. ‘ you mean that dealer, bullet? that someone? ’
bullet wears her own anger like a second skin, so she knows it when she sees it. shoulders stiffen, eyebrow arching as though she’s daring raynne to cross that line. “ that dealer’s a friend, yo. ‘n you know damn well i don’t do none of that. body’s a temple, remember ? ” but she dabbles here and there, mostly with the weak stuff.
‘ yo, it ain’t like that. ’ and he knows she knows it. ‘ c’mon. you ever hear me sayin’ i don’t think you can handle your shit ? but you gotta let me do my job. you gotta meet me halfway, alright ? ’
“ –––– then prove it. ” she hates being treated like she’s too fragile to hold her own. on the street, they think she’s weak. she’s still in the process of proving them wrong. never allowed herself be victimised and isn’t going to start now. “ ain’t that what i’m doin’ ? ”
‘ … and you haven’t the faintest idea what i’m talking about, do you. ’ latex gloves come off with a snap and he’s leaning forward a little to get a better look at the photo on her screen. ‘ mm — nope, sorry, don’t recognize him. my slabs are all full - up, i’m afraid, but if he arrives in a body bag i’ll ––––––– ’ stop. backpedal. he clears his throat. ‘ ah, when — when exactly did your friend speak to him last ? ’
“ p’ft. everyone knows the village people. ” she doesn’t know the village people. figures they’re not worthy of costuming based on the ‘ atrocious ’ comment.
pockets the phone, somewhat relieved until he shatters that confidence in one fell swoop. she knows it’s just ravi being ravi, but death has been taking too many of her friends lately and it leaves a sour taste in her mouth. “ almost a week. whatever. he’s probably just tweaking. ”
‘ — i’ll have you know that all hallows’ eve is, unironically, the liveliest night on my calendar. i once performed an autopsy on somebody dressed as one of the village people. atrocious. what can i do for you ? ’
“ one of the village people. ” nothing surprises her anymore after the pied piper killings, except for maybe the corpse she’s half - expecting to breathe beneath that sheet. “ i got a friend who’s got a friend that’s been off the radar for a couple days. was wonderin’ if you sliced ‘n diced him, ” holding out her phone for him to see.
she’s a little too good at it. that’s part of the problem. ‘ maybe, but i don’t know who i’m dealin’ with yet ‘n i don’t want you gettin’ eyeball - deep in some other shitstorm, you feel me ? i gotta serve a warrant out near, uh, pike place. i’ll let you know how it plays out — on one condition. somewhere down the line if i tell you to back off, you back off. don’t fuck around. that too much to ask ? ’
it isn’t, but she has a penchant for not backing down even in the face of real danger. “ i’ve been handlin’ my shit for ages, yo. you ain’t gotta tell me when ‘n how to pick my goddamn battles. what’s next ? sit ? stay ? you gonna make me roll over? i told you. i got this. ”
‘ the kinda shit that’s gonna get’cho skinny ass beat, son. yo — look, i said you could help out ‘cause you were gonna do it either way, right ? but it ain’t your job. don’t know why you’re so interested anyway, ‘cause, believe me, this case ain’t all that. ’
scoffs, cocking a brow. “ think i can’t take a couple low - rent punks ‘n beat their ass ‘round the block ? what the hell d’ you take me for ? alright, look, if you ain’t got anything that checks out, then fine –– but if you do, then you gotta tell me. i can help, yo ! i’m good at it. ”
‘ mhm. ’ it turns around when the last button is buttoned. its focus shifts as it balls its wet shirt up and eyeballs bullet from a distance. ‘ sure. plentya fights to git into ‘round here. cat fight, do i look like i cat fight? ’ even a cat’s bite doesn’t do damage. unless you’re a lion. maybe memphis is a lion in the scale of cat fights. ‘ people catch those hands of yours often? ’
she takes another hit. “ nope. y’ don’t look like you fight at all. ” doesn’t look like the type. the ones who get into street brawls and wear their bruises like gold medals. you know what they say about assumptions. she looks back to cody and can’t remember a single time where she saw elliot in a button up. figures the shirt must belong to tyrell. or maybe she doesn’t know elliot as well as she thought if he’s wearing button ups. “ i’ve been in a lot of fights. bitches underestimate the little guy. ”