un. independent rachel olmstead ( bullet ) of amc's the killing, diverging from canon after 3.07. deux. this blog is for writing and entertainment purposes only.
material.
un. my writing will, at times, be trigger heavy. i'd advise you not to follow if you're sensitive to topics such as rape and assault, violence, etc. deux. some things will be tagged, others won't. if you need something tagged, contact me. i tag triggers with ' trigger / ' or ' trigger mention / '.
muse.
un. bullet is not an easy character to get along with. she's abrasive and confrontational, hot - headed, and has lived on the streets for upwards of two years. i won't water down her scrappy personality for anyone's benefit. deux. if her attitude becomes an issue during our thread, we can always plot something else out.
shipping.
un. the muse is canonically homosexual and presumably homoromantic, so there will be no f/m ships unless they're platonic. deux. given that bullet is fifteen ( and a victim of recent violent sexual assault, ) smut is unlikely.
following.
un. i'm very cautious with who i follow on this blog because i prefer to have a quiet dash. if you don't have any writing on your blog, i won't follow you back. deux.if you're writing with users who make me uncomfortable, i'll immediately and quietly unfollow, or refrain from following period. these users are blocked and blacklisted for a reason. i don't want them on my dash. trois. i won't follow purple prosers because i can't understand what's being written half the time.
verses.
un. multi - verse and crossover friendly. deux. current timeline takes place during her recovery after being beaten and left for dead in the trunk of a car. she sustained severe physical trauma, flatlining three times in the twenty-four hours that followed before slipping into comatose for nearly three months. details are still a work in progress.
❛ I GOT MORE BALLS THAN YOU!
name. rachel olmstead. aka. bullet. age. fifteen going on sixteen. gender. cis female, she/her pronouns. date of birth. october twenty-eighth. residence. seattle, wa.
appearance. slightly malnourished, weight fluctuating due to living on the streets for nearly three years. stands at five feet, three inches ( on a good day. ) sports jet black hair with a streak of dark blue in the front, often looking greasy and dirty, with the sides and back shaved close. wears men's clothing. always looks on the brink of catching a cold.
( previous ) living conditions. squalor. she hung around skid row during the day, and squatted wherever she could at night, mostly in abandoned buildings or at beacon when beds were available. maintained at least a semblance of personal hygiene, but her stained smile told a different tale. clothes rarely saw the inside of a washing machine.
current timeline. parents are currently fighting against child protective services, but because of their negligence and abandonment ( knowingly allowing their child to leave home and live on the streets ), have been stripped of legal custody. after being discharged from the hospital, detective stephen holder was granted temporary guardianship of bullet until she's well enough to be put in the foster - care system.
bullet has every intention of getting the hell out of dodge as soon as possible to avoid this happening. accustomed to the lifestyle of living on the streets, she would sooner die than let an adult have authority over her. despite her extensive injuries, she can still be found roaming skid row, attempting to regain the trust her affiliation with the police shattered.
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he doesn’t doubt it. there’s a rasp of a laugh, brushed off as he shifts his weight with a noncommittal shrug. ‘ got a couple new leads. nothin’ you need to be sniffin’ around for. ’
“ think i’ll sniff where i want. don’t get me involved then do a freakin’ one - eighty ! what kinda shit is that ? ”
‘ it’s not just an opinion. just thought i’d let you know so you’d change it or something. but hey, if you wanna stay the way you are, i’m not stopping you. ‘
“ yeah, my bad. you got that right. it ain’t just an opinion ––– it’s a goddamn waste of my time. does it look like i give a rat’s ass what you think ? couldn’t stop me anyhow. i do what i want ‘n wear what i want. ”
a sigh lifts, sounding irritation for a heartbeat. ‘ hate when you do that. spit it out. ’
“ bite me. ” a more civil alternative to don’t tell me what to do. “ just wondering if you seen someone. shaved head, looks kinda like a hard - boiled egg. stupid - ass socks ‘n a rank hoodie … ? ”
‘ whatever. you smoke like that crazy old bitch. ’ not that he’s one to talk. ‘ y’ ever seen her up close — like, real close ? 'cause that’s what you got t’ look forward to if you don’t keep it fresh, you know what i’m sayin’ ? ’
“ nope — just through the glass, which is where linden’s gonna be seein’ me when they lock me up for straight murderin’ your scraggly ass, fool ! ” empty threats must be on special. she isn’t above socking him in the gut again to prove a point, though. “ yo, you get any more leads on that case that i should know about ? ”
only if they’re a success. he likes to think he’s less easily manipulated than most. ‘ why you always gotta be such a hater ? i’m like a fine wine, you know, just gets better with age. ‘n you best start exfoliatin’, y’ hear ? otherwise you’re gonna wake up one day lookin’ like mama dips. ’
he’s wrong. but she’ll save that discussion for a later date and instead focus on the conversation at hand, which boils down to defending her own honour. “ yo, listen, i ain’t no expert dermatologist, but i think i got about forty more years ‘fore i start lookin’ like that crazy old bitch. ”
abigail never felt one way about horror movies. they had a habit of being disappointing and abigail can’t stand watching something bad just for the sake of it. what a waste of time. it’s still not really a lie when she says, ‘ i, uh. used to. ’ there’s something so stomach churning about watching people kill other people on purpose when you know what it’s really like.
used to. that’s not cryptic at all. “ thought since it’s almost halloween, ‘n scary movies are like … the shizz this month ––– ” before everyone throws decorations in your face and wishes you happy holidays. she’ll take gallons of corn syrup and red food colouring to holiday cheer, even if they’re both artificial.
‘ watch y’self, li’l man. you gonna be surfin’ through four channels on basic cable if you ain’t careful. ’ not really. ( like he’d ever be the one who deprives her of animal planet. ) brows raise in mock offense. ‘ oh, what, you think i’m frontin’ ? alright. but lemme ask you this — when’s the last time your lady went home satisfied, huh ? ’
“ oh, quit trippin’. you know better’n that. ” bullet wouldn’t shut up about it on principle. her manipulation tactics are truly an art form. “ t’cht. ain’t got a lady t’ send home satisfied. don’t need one, either ! you’re the one who ain’t gettin’ any younger, bugs. fo’ rilla. ”
“ you like scary movies ? ” breaking the silence with no warning. she isn’t good at this ––– the in - between stages. acquaintanceship to friendship. but kendall has the kind of face that makes her want to be. not in the weird way, but in the not desperate for companionship or at least i don’t think i am but i wouldn’t mind getting to know you regardless way. // @capturebond
it crosses the entire length of the apartment without looking at bullet, preoccupied by the state of its shirt, and digs its hands into clothes that aren’t its to find something to steal. it changes into a button up, found smooth and folded. ‘ and who they messin with? ’
finds what she was looking for ( among a lot of things she wasn’t ) and sparks the flame, pulling the joint from behind her ear to light. “ someone that’ll bury their stupid asses. ” it hits smooth, and she gives the smoke time to settle in her lungs before exhaling. “ you ever been in a fight ? a real one. ain’t talkin’ ‘bout no cat fight, but actually throwin’ hands. ”